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Monday, October 18, 2010

SUPERIMPOSITION

 when I move, I feel................................you

when I inhale, I breathe the heated
fluid essence of.......................you

you left rippling echoes on my skin

when I turn I feel your shadow
and see it's delicious form!

your intoxicating smile haunts me

jogging my memory, taking me

instantly to that place
when time slowed, then stopped

your smooth supple skin sliding
on mine as our lips devoured..........

you're a white tiger, a she devil !

you left a haunting superimposition
of your being on mine!

thank you, for the ever present, memories

I will savor over and over again

until..................next time

                     

Elements






Rain, wind, the element of fire
All held in cold disarray
Perhaps what was joy
can be mixed with laughter
like a trembling child

It hurts, I know
the cruelest blow
all for a freedom song

I was a prince 
I was a birdsong
you did not see?

through your  marred beauty
Countless times
I wished upon your star

countless times
I scaled your freezing wall

I dressed in purple
just for you
Always the majestic, pathetic clown

You don't understand
I yearn to live!
And you
weary with tired laughter
scoffed

while your scorn haunted me
I could not breathe for you anymore!

Each day brought forth
fresh blood and wounds
And where is the glory in that?

would you hold my burning heart
Till cold ash sifts through your fingertips ?

Till I lay cold and white in the moonlight ?
No! I seek the sun and its warmth
Hold your scalding tongue
And your cruel moist lips

I am love ripening in the sun!
I fly high with the golden gods!
Delicious memories are all I choose
To remember of our sad affair !

SNYCHRONICITY


‘THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS’
See what you’ve done to me!
But no, how could you?
You‘re just a phantom in my mind

But no, I’ve seen you! your image
You moved me, without touching

I almost felt your breath, hot, moist
As you sat close to me, breathing
Our breasts rising and falling in unison

Pheromones are making us drunk
With want, sick with desire
Your feminine scent is maddening

Your near thoughts are racing close to mine
Swaying provocatively, sexily
Just beyond the edge of consciousness

What is this spell, this seduction?
Tempting me to forget everything
For one sweet intense moment
Where the unmet force of all
My longings, groan for recognition
And beg for fulfillment

Is it so wrong to yearn
For a deeper ecstasy, to suck
The hidden nectar, to experience
Being ALIVE, fully, unrepentantly Alive
Every fiber of my being glowing!

I see your curvaceous form,
softly swaying, luring me
yet staying always one step away

I long to bite your lip, hard
tasting the stinging saltiness
Taking you in heated embrace
Overcoming ……………………….. your hesitancy

The mingled breath of intoxication
Wafting upward through our skulls
Burrowing deep into gray matter
Is Making us giddy, dizzy, afraid
Of losing control………………………

The primal urges crouch
Burning out of control, scorching
Flesh, burned by fevered hands
Fire walkers following secret rules
Lest we turn to ash

Surrendering to deep need
Kneading pleasured flesh
Slick with the wetness
Of communions sweat

Sliding, merging
Tongues fighting for control
Hands desperately pulling closer
Deeper, searching, aching
Struggling for something
Unnamed and unknowable
But real nonetheless

Our arched cries bearing
Witness to a deeper need
Than we dare admit

Groaning hoarsely, ancient rhythms
Rise and fall, shuddering for release
Your pointed need raking my chest
As we strain, each gasping breath

We’ve given way completely now
Flying, freely over the sea
The pounding native drums punctuating
Our hot struggle
Sounds of the ocean crashing in our ears

All is wetness and heat
As guttural groans escape
your eyes gazing behind us
Into nothingness

Stiffening Shivering violently
Stillness Overtakes us
as you stare
Bewildered
anxiously
Into My eyes
who are you?

Stranger,
bearer of gifts
Showing up unawares
Waking the sleeping Goddess
Crashing rudely into my world

My neat, tidy predictable world
Throwing askew, out of kilter
With dangerous new possibility

But then I’ve been waiting
If I’m totally honest, a long time
For you to show up suddenly
A gradually dawning awareness
Popping rudely into the open

You see, I called you from my depths
Violently in need, not knowing
Where to turn, because my true needs
No, my true dissatisfied self
Refused to be denied!

Then splashing violently
We leapt into the deep blue
As wave after wave washes
Over  our laughing, sobbing form
Smiling In gratitude at the magnitude
The random kindness
Of our shared gift………………………………………
‘THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS’


Elecric Blue You

electric blue you
hidden and forbidden
my desire thunders
washing over your body
like cascading waters

scalding, enthralling
I cover you with heat
a slow pressured
melting candle

my hands, feverish
following every curve
of your naked form
entering your flower

you fell back gasping
a tangled splay of limbs
tasting your downy folds
stroking with innocent hands

I slept and you burned
me, going down, up and down
you're the voice of my bed
taking my sleepiness away

like rain you cover me
opening your love to me
your deep valley seduces me
as I kiss your fearsome form

my thorn pierces you agonizingly
like a windy breathless day
your sails billow and heave
as you ride high beneath me